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Honest though.


I'm about to speak on some shit I REALLY know alot about, chicks.
Lmdao.

Shit's complicated, but then it's really not at the same time. Confusing righh?


So i'm like 2,3 months removed from my last relationship, Nicole. Shit with her was like perfect, then other times, like wtf-filled. But it was like, when we were together, she was the only person I like wanted. When we weren't, she wasn't, THAT SIMPLE. I'm not one to dwell on shit people kill, honest though. Cuss she was like the person who kept me grounded when HL was REALLY ON THE COME-UP, like real shit. She listened. But hey, I guess all things come to an end. Now we don't talk, but shit happens.


So here I am now, I'm not about to make this shit sound all sappy. I'm not battered&bruised, I'm on the grind. There's been chicks here&there, but it's like none seem to have the right components to last over like 2 weeks. Call me picky, lmdao. But it's like, I need a chill chick. Like, it could even get to the point where she became my girlfriend, but like i wanna chill ass girl. Like a chick that will be there while I'm on my grind. who won't bitch if maybe we don't talk alot one day, cuss i'm working. Like a chick that even if she doesn't understand what exactly I'm doing, since I'm doing it, she's behind me 100%. The one "out there reppin' like a mascot", as drake said. The one that when i come home, I can vent to about bullshit of the day. The one who realizes that yeaa, I'm an asshole, But i listen.

Here's some shit that kinda inspired the whole post;

that's dino's girlfriend, ay'sia.

You might say, this is just a regular picture.

EXACTLY!
They didn't have to be sucking each other's face, to show love&shit. Like a chill session, realllll shit. Like when the chick realizes that she can be in nothing but a tee&jogging pants, and you still think she's the hottest thing out there. That to me, is what love is. Shit's not always about kissing, touching, fucking. It's about having a bestfriend in that person, that you genuinely love to spend time with.

"I'm just looking for someone to get the message to, like kid cudi said,something like my superboo."

5 comments:

  1. its hard to find that type of chick now.

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  2. fuck yeaa, it is.
    everybody's too into titles.

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  3. wooohooo.
    you get mad kudos. that was truth filled.

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  4. i totally agree with the titles thing, plenty of chicks want to have a name in the book.

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